The second part of my spoken word piece FROM HERE TILL ETERNITY.
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FROM HERE TILL ETERNITY PART 2 – MY SPOKEN WORD PIECE.
Published by anawadhboyspanorama
I launch myself, with a searing, soaring passion for all domains verging on the writerly and creative with a beginner's appetite here and that's how I believe in adding meaning to each day. A lucky mascot of literature, cinema and culture, I come riding on spirited wings from the emblematic city of Lucknow where all those reside and thrive. My breeding ground and my mindscape all are committed to these three life forces. Cinema. Culture. Literature. But the biggest and all consuming parent to these is life that breeds them . There is the discovery that comes from expressing yourself, clear eyed and even mystical, when you come from a city like this. I am here to expand my worldviews, share my earliest inspirations and evolutions and go with the flow through the most accessible outlet there is : writing. Conventionally, my biography is that of a degree holder in English literature encompassing Undergraduate, Postgraduate and M Phil years and every possible experience of learning finer points of knowledge . I have already taken the plunge of creating a solid base for my works by publishing my poems and articles on the renowned worldwide community/ writing sanctuary Wattpad since 2015, a platform which is a miracle for anyone pursuing so much as a flash of wordplay and thoughts to spare. It has redefined my life and allows me to go strong. You can read my works there under the username MadMenWearingFedora / Prithvijeet. That is the springboard that catapulted me to a confident vocational revival. So here I am. Both originality and novelty are the key words to define this eternal student of life. So with the tip of the pen blessing my head and a new vigor, I welcome you all to my realm. AN AWADH BOY'S PANORAMA beckons. View all posts by anawadhboyspanorama
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An Awadh Boy's Panorama : tracing words on these filigreed, discerning fingertips. 
Touching words. As I listened, at 4am, the only sounds I could hear were your voice blending harmoniously with the birds in my flame tree.
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Our song then blends with the natural world.
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I really hope you don’t take this the wrong way, Prithvijeet, but after watching this video, I am COMPLETELY AND TOTALLY AND UNEQUIVOCALLY AND DEMONSTRATIVELY AND PAINSTAKINGLY AND EMOTIONALLY AND DESPERATELY IN LOVE WITH YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Well I don’t mind you being in love with me at all as that is a natural human connection. Thank you so much for your heartfelt appreciation. Though I do want to know what about my appearance or presence so greatly appealed to you Sir. I think it’s perfectly natural for us men to appreciate each other in our own ways and you don’t need to be apologetic about it.
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PJ: I’m typically attracted to white guys but when any man exhibits the heart of a poet, as I read and hear with you, I’m all in, no matter the skin. From that VERY short video, I felt a lifetime connection to your soul. Now, you might not think we are soul mates in whatever way, shape and/or form it takes, but I feel something tingling in me, causing me to lose my breath and have trouble restoring my breath to “count to ten.” I mean, don’t get me wrong, you are VERY handsome but it’s your heart and soul I sense and feel MOST attractive! 😉
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Actually, a few men have expressed the same about me and I think it’s God blessings. That I make you tingle and lose your breath is,to me, compliment of the highest order. My God, I am flattered. I thank you for putting my intellect first. I wonder how you would have reacted if you saw me in person. But thank you for your gift of words and feelings.
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I know if I had met someone like you in person in my past, I would have looked down because I have struggled SO MUCH with feeling physically unattractive and completely unworthy. My mom put a lot of emphasis on the way someone looked and that coupled with bullies mercilessly teasing me about the way I look, I always thought I was EXTREMELY ugly. I’m still not all that keen on thinking I’m physically attractive, but what I’ve come to know is that the outside of a person is completely irrelevant when compared to the inside of a person and often enough don’t match up. Even if my outsides aren’t that much to look at, my insides are where my gold lies. I can “fall” pretty hard for someone but it’s been SO long since I “fell” for a person, I can’t remember too much what that even feels like. I just know I’m feeling it for YOU!!!! 😉
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You are beautiful. I have seen your photos plus you are a gifted writer.
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Thank you. I love the fact that you saw me in the spoken word poetry and read my words and that has made you flatter me with praises manifold.
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We cannot choose how we look so all those hypocrites who propose such a standard of looks or beauty can burn in hell. Don’t feel ugly or let down. I saw your pics on Google and one of yours without the shirt, with your hand and one leg in front, reveals you in your God given beauty. You are beautiful Sir.
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Thank you so much, PJ. It means a lot to be called beautiful by someone as beautiful as you are. Sometimes I wonder what became of those bullies who put me down. I’d like to think I’m doing a whole lot better than they are doing, though it’s pretty unimportant how they are doing. I just know that what they attempted to do to defeat me backfired on them. I am beautiful because God says I’m beautiful and I ALWAYS was beautiful. That said, thanks for calling me “beautiful.” And, please know that even though I am on my phone doing this and that, I normally don’t like to have conversations on the phone with others. I have only a few friends I feel I can call and share intimate stuff with, my therapist, Mark, being one of them. That said, I really would love to talk to you on the phone sometime soon. Do you think that is at all possible? I almost feel like you have something to say to me that I need to hear. Maybe not, of course 😉
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Maybe we may talk in the future. But don’t be burdened by your past. You are loved and beloved by many, I am sure of that.
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Did I unsettle you about the phone conversation? I didn’t mean to do that. If it does unsettle you, even very little, I would still like that unsettling revealed from you. It could be a “coming on too strong.” If that be the case, I get that and recognize that I have a tendency to do that. I’m willing to work on that if that be case. Honesty and authenticity are HUGELY important to me! 😉
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No, no, that’s all right. You didn’t do anything. It’s just that I am content for now in exchanging our thoughts.
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Thanks for letting me know. I’ll certainly work on being content with that 😉
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All this said, PJ, I wish not to scare you off. I can come on pretty strong, as I am an Enneagram 4, The Bohemian Artist AND The Romantic. and my feelings are HIGHLY intensified and I’ve always been searching for my one true love. That said, the God Sonnet today, BID FOR ABIDE, describes clearly that my one true love I’ve always been searching for is Jesus Christ. He is The Answer to my loneliness, my suffering, my frustration, my fears of abandonment, because Jesus is the Only One who knows and has felt all these things as intensely as I feel them.
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